So here i am, sat in my flat, drinking coffee and wondering where to start…
Im Lois, my friends call me Lolo, i live in London and work at Topshop part time while finishing my psychology and criminology degree at uni. I hate both. Im a Vegetarian with strong views against animal cruelty and also a believer in spirituality and the soul….more of that later!
I have many loves….My Chihuahua Sparticus, who is deaf and i think may also be totally mental, but he's my special little man! My boyfriend Luke, my soulmate and the other half of me. The countryside is where i feel most at home……i feel like this is becoming tedious…
Unicorns - foxes - sherbet - puppies - bed - shabby chic - fashion - sun - horses - platypus - pink - gold - beer - adventures - swimming - rings - bubble baths - socks - pyjamas - tattoos - netflix - instagram - selfless - clothes - shopping - thunderstorms - palmistry - wicca - paganism - make up - butterflies - flowers - books - runes - teddies - fairy lights - CAKE!!
My life so far has been turbulent to say the least, my mum died almost 4 years ago now when i was 20, previous to that she was severely ill and i was her main carer. My dad died just over a year ago, lost to alcoholism which seems to be a theme in my family. Depression is also a theme which i have suffered with for 4 years now and I'm pretty sure had before that. My teens were hard caring for my sick mother alone and dealing with various other issues my life threw at me, my dad left when i was 10. I lived in Fareham and the night after my mum died i was brought up to London to live with my aunt and uncle and three cousins, needless to say it was a very tough time and i suffered badly with my depression and breakdowns. after a year and a half i moved out with my previous boyfriend who i lived with for another year and a half until we broke up. After moving out the aunt and uncle i lived with began to not bother with me, they abandoned me at times when i needed them most as my only close family. I never felt like i had a home, i was very lost but i am finally becoming a bit more stable now i live alone in my girly flat.
So that is a part of of my past, it has made me a strong person and i am proud of that. I have created this blog to express myself, my loves, my past, fears and hopes, don't worry it won't all be this depressing! I welcome comments and questions and hope you enjoy my posts to follow <3
Love Lolo x
